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[filtered to everyone who knows about Milk. EXCEPT HEX. YOU ARE CRAZY.|easy]
I should just stop this, shouldn't I?
Pretending to be something I'm not. ...Well, I should say that, but it's not that simple. Maybe "pretending not to be something I am"?
[Hacked into anyway. Because she's a Virus and she can.]
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so-many-moods.livejournal.com
2011-01-12 03:46 am (UTC)(link)
Stop what, dear? Are you playing a game?
I love games!
I love games!
Edited 2011-01-12 03:46 (UTC)
You're stopping me? I doubt it, dear. Your journal is exceedingly easy to infect.
Hmph. I'm not playing any kind of game.
What are you talking about?
...wait, does this have something to do with you wanting to be called Kurumi?
...wait, does this have something to do with you wanting to be called Kurumi?
...are you seriously that dense?
What are you trying to do with that, anyway? It's hard enough to keep one name straight. Now you're trying to go by two?
Three. There's Milky Rose, too.
...okay, now I'm really confused.
I just... I just don't want anybody else to know that I'm not a real human. So instead of "Milk from Palmier Village", I invented "Mimino Kurumi". I told the truth to all of you on the Way because none of you would mind. I mean, Captain Kurt was blue -- I don't even remember if you knew him. He was in charge before Ryuuzaki was. But everywhere else, I decided I was just going to be Kurumi. Things are easier that way.
Oh, I see. So Milk is the bunny thing, Kurumi's when you look human, and Milky Rose is when you're in that costume, right?
...
[and the implications sink in. Suddenly, filtered.]
Milk...you sure about this?
Yeah, it's easier sometimes to hide things about yourself, because people can be really stupid about a lot of things. But hiding what you are...is almost like saying you're ashamed of it, and there isn't a damn wrong with who you are.
If you really wanna do this, I'll go with it, but...I'm just saying, that had better not be the reason.
...
[and the implications sink in. Suddenly, filtered.]
Milk...you sure about this?
Yeah, it's easier sometimes to hide things about yourself, because people can be really stupid about a lot of things. But hiding what you are...is almost like saying you're ashamed of it, and there isn't a damn wrong with who you are.
If you really wanna do this, I'll go with it, but...I'm just saying, that had better not be the reason.
I know. I know it's just running away from my problems. I mean, back with you guys it was different. I didn't have anything to hide, so it felt like I wasn't really hiding, like there were just different sides of "me" and that was fine most of the time. But out there, I'm...
...I can't believe I'm saying I'm scared.
...I can't believe I'm saying I'm scared.
[Milk|medium] also, "damn THING wrong" up there, derp typo
flight-15.livejournal.com
2011-01-12 11:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[what is this, bizarro world]
...what're you scared of?
...what're you scared of?
[Ichigo|easy] No problem. I've been letting terrible typos in these days. orz
drinkitlovelife.livejournal.com
2011-01-12 11:28 pm (UTC)(link)
That my life will go back to the way it was before I picked up the "Blue Rose", back when I couldn't transform into a human. I hate it. I hate the way this stupid world is sometimes. Don't you?
Oh, why not, dear? They're so much fun!
Do you think of anything but fun?
[Suddenly very serious.]
I am a Chaos Virus, dear. There is nothing in this world that brings me more pleasure than Chaos. It is in my programming. It is my Prime Function. It is what I am.
[Back to sounding delighted]
Everything in life is Chaotic. So everything in life is exceedingly fun.
I am a Chaos Virus, dear. There is nothing in this world that brings me more pleasure than Chaos. It is in my programming. It is my Prime Function. It is what I am.
[Back to sounding delighted]
Everything in life is Chaotic. So everything in life is exceedingly fun.
At least someone knows what they are.
I would offer to check your Programming for you, dear, but...
[Hex|easy|voice] for a minute I thought you'd just typoed Kurumilk
drinkitlovelife.livejournal.com
2011-01-13 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not a whatever-it-is-you-are! Besides, I don't need somebody else telling me what it is I'm... supposed to be.
[she that goes good with cookies|easy|voice] Nope XD
so-many-moods.livejournal.com
2011-01-13 03:26 am (UTC)(link)
So what do you think you are?
[stop sign|easy|voice] Well, it is her fan nickname on 2ch.
drinkitlovelife.livejournal.com
2011-01-13 03:28 am (UTC)(link)
I don't know. Why are you asking? Why does somebody like you want to know about me?
[Dairy product|easy|voice] XD /did not know
so-many-moods.livejournal.com
2011-01-13 03:32 am (UTC)(link)
You interest me. There is much Chaos about you.
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