[filtered to everyone who knows about Milk. EXCEPT HEX. YOU ARE CRAZY.|easy]

[tsundairy]

I should just stop this, shouldn't I?

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[flight-15.livejournal.com]

Stop what?

[drinkitlovelife.livejournal.com]

Pretending to be something I'm not. ...Well, I should say that, but it's not that simple. Maybe "pretending not to be something I am"?

[Hacked into anyway. Because she's a Virus and she can.]

[so-many-moods.livejournal.com]

Stop what, dear? Are you playing a game?

I love games!

Excellent!

[drinkitlovelife.livejournal.com]

ahfjsj;dhleaklf you

Mwahahaha

[so-many-moods.livejournal.com]

You're stopping me? I doubt it, dear. Your journal is exceedingly easy to infect.

[drinkitlovelife.livejournal.com]

Hmph. I'm not playing any kind of game.

[flight-15.livejournal.com]

What are you talking about?

...wait, does this have something to do with you wanting to be called Kurumi?

[drinkitlovelife.livejournal.com]

...are you seriously that dense?

[flight-15.livejournal.com]

What are you trying to do with that, anyway? It's hard enough to keep one name straight. Now you're trying to go by two?

[drinkitlovelife.livejournal.com]

Three. There's Milky Rose, too.

[flight-15.livejournal.com]

...okay, now I'm really confused.

[drinkitlovelife.livejournal.com]

I just... I just don't want anybody else to know that I'm not a real human. So instead of "Milk from Palmier Village", I invented "Mimino Kurumi". I told the truth to all of you on the Way because none of you would mind. I mean, Captain Kurt was blue -- I don't even remember if you knew him. He was in charge before Ryuuzaki was. But everywhere else, I decided I was just going to be Kurumi. Things are easier that way.

[flight-15.livejournal.com]

Oh, I see. So Milk is the bunny thing, Kurumi's when you look human, and Milky Rose is when you're in that costume, right?

...

[and the implications sink in. Suddenly, filtered.]

Milk...you sure about this?

Yeah, it's easier sometimes to hide things about yourself, because people can be really stupid about a lot of things. But hiding what you are...is almost like saying you're ashamed of it, and there isn't a damn wrong with who you are.

If you really wanna do this, I'll go with it, but...I'm just saying, that had better not be the reason.

[Ichigo|easy]

[drinkitlovelife.livejournal.com]

I know. I know it's just running away from my problems. I mean, back with you guys it was different. I didn't have anything to hide, so it felt like I wasn't really hiding, like there were just different sides of "me" and that was fine most of the time. But out there, I'm...

...I can't believe I'm saying I'm scared.

[Milk|medium] also, "damn THING wrong" up there, derp typo

[flight-15.livejournal.com]

[what is this, bizarro world]

...what're you scared of?

[Ichigo|easy] No problem. I've been letting terrible typos in these days. orz

[drinkitlovelife.livejournal.com]

That my life will go back to the way it was before I picked up the "Blue Rose", back when I couldn't transform into a human. I hate it. I hate the way this stupid world is sometimes. Don't you?

[so-many-moods.livejournal.com]

Oh, why not, dear? They're so much fun!

[drinkitlovelife.livejournal.com]

Do you think of anything but fun?

[Voice]

[so-many-moods.livejournal.com]

[Suddenly very serious.]

I am a Chaos Virus, dear. There is nothing in this world that brings me more pleasure than Chaos. It is in my programming. It is my Prime Function. It is what I am.

[Back to sounding delighted]

Everything in life is Chaotic. So everything in life is exceedingly fun.

[Hex|easy|voice]

[drinkitlovelife.livejournal.com]

At least someone knows what they are.

[Kurmilky|easy|voice]

[so-many-moods.livejournal.com]

I would offer to check your Programming for you, dear, but...

[Hex|easy|voice] for a minute I thought you'd just typoed Kurumilk

[drinkitlovelife.livejournal.com]

I'm not a whatever-it-is-you-are! Besides, I don't need somebody else telling me what it is I'm... supposed to be.

[she that goes good with cookies|easy|voice] Nope XD

[so-many-moods.livejournal.com]

So what do you think you are?

[stop sign|easy|voice] Well, it is her fan nickname on 2ch.

[drinkitlovelife.livejournal.com]

I don't know. Why are you asking? Why does somebody like you want to know about me?

[Dairy product|easy|voice] XD /did not know

[so-many-moods.livejournal.com]

You interest me. There is much Chaos about you.